psycho hose beast.

me, truly

INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types.


INFJs place great importance on having things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives. On the other hand, INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. They are usually right, and they usually know it. Consequently, INFJs put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions. This is something of a conflict between the inner and outer worlds, and may result in the INFJ not being as organized as other Judging types tend to be. Or we may see some signs of disarray in an otherwise orderly tendency, such as a consistently messy desk.


INFJs have uncanny insight into people and situations. They get "feelings" about things and intuitively understand them. As an extreme example, some INFJs report experiences of a psychic nature. This is the sort of thing that other types may scorn and scoff at, and the INFJ themself does not really understand their intuition at a level which can be verbalized. Consequently, most INFJs are protective of their inner selves, sharing only what they choose to share when they choose to share it. They are deep, complex individuals, who are quite private and typically difficult to understand. INFJs hold back part of themselves, and can be secretive.


But the INFJ is as genuinely warm as they are complex. INFJs hold a special place in the heart of people who they are close to, who are able to see their special gifts and depth of caring. INFJs are concerned for people's feelings, and try to be gentle to avoid hurting anyone. They are very sensitive to conflict, and cannot tolerate it very well. Situations which are charged with conflict may drive the normally peaceful INFJ into a state of agitation or charged anger.


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  • Warm and affirming by nature

  • Dedicated to achieving the ultimate relationship

  • Sensitive and concerned for others' feelings

  • Usually have good communication skills, especially written

  • Take their commitments very seriously, and seek lifelong relationships

  • Have very high expectations for themselves and others (both a strength and weakness)

  • Good listeners

  • Are able to move on after a relationship has ended (once they're sure it's over)



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  • Tendency to hold back part of themselves

  • Not good with money or practical day-to-day life necessities

  • Extreme dislike of conflict and criticism

  • Have very high expectations for themselves and others (both a strength and weakness)

  • Have difficulty leaving a bad relationship

psycho hose beast.

if i lay on the earth, could you hear then.



my grandpa passed away last night. about 15 years ago he had a triple bypass and recently got cancer. he was 85 so we knew this was the end of the road. i feel so grateful that i really spent a lot of time with him through the years, since i worked for my dad's company and he was there every day greeting me with a "morning sunshine!" always ready with a story (that we all heard a dozen times) about his youth. he had his faults but he worked so hard over the years and really made something big and lasting. this past weekend, my father and i made menudo for him. at the end, it was the only food he could really get down. i don't think he enjoyed it as much as he let on, but i feel so blessed that he could teach me how to make his favorite dish. i'm a little surprised that he died so soon; he was up walking and talking this weekend, albeit in tons of pain. i am just so glad i was there and was able to hug him and talk to him. i am relieved. i will miss him so much. RIP papa babe.
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psycho hose beast.

(no subject)

history repeats the old conceits
the glib replies, the same defeats
keep your finger on important issues
with crocodile tears and a pocketful of tissues

i'm just the oily slick
on the windup world of the nervous tick
in a very fashionable hovel

i hang around dying to be tortured
you'll never be alone in the bone orchard
this battle with the bottle is nothing so novel

so in this almost empty gin palace
through a two-way looking glass
you see your Alice

you know she has no sense
for all your jealousy
in a sense she still smiles very sweetly

charged with insults and flattery
her body moves with malice
do you have to be so cruel to be callous?

and now you find you fit this identikit completely
you say you have no secrets
and then leave discreetly

i might make it California's fault
be locked in Geneva's deepest vault
just like the canals of Mars and the Great Barrier Reef
i come to you beyond belief

my hands were clammy and cunning
she's been suitably stunning
but i know there's not a hope in Hades
all the laddies cat call and wolf whistle
so-called gentlemen and ladies
dog fight like rose and thistle

i've got a feeling
i'm going to get a lot of grief
once this seemed so appealing
now i am beyond belief